It’s Surreal

I absolutely can’t believe that this is all happening. I can’t believe that I will be homeless within the next couple of months. Everything I worked for, all the effort I put into changing and becoming who I am today, just taken.

I definitely see why God said to find our treasures in Heaven. I live a humble life and yet it is hard to think about being on the streets. I can’t imagine how hard it would be for rich people to stand their ground and fight for their beliefs.

My heart has been so heavy the past few days, I just feel really nothing. I think I have gone into survival mode. There are actually many benefits to having been through abuse much of my life. I can see it clearly and I know how to survive it.

Once our companies start letting us go over this mandate the economy will crash and we will get pounced on by other countries. I can’t imagine how horrifying this is going to be for everyone. I can’t believe we are literally living out Scripture. One world order/religion is real and it’s coming quickly.

I can’t believe I am actually talking to my child and her new husband about our plans for when this goes down. I told them God is all we have, we need to seek His guidance because He knows what we need to do, where we need to be and when.

Well, good luck everyone. I pray that we all find strength and endurance through the Holy Spirit as we stand firm in the Faith. Let’s keep our eyes on the prize knowing that it is going to be amazing.

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