Matthew 19:14 But Jesus said, “Let the children alone, and do not hinder them from coming to Me; for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”
If you read my post called, Memory Lane, then you will understand where this comes from.
In the past, as I was trying to participate in my healing, I was told by a counselor that when I talked about my past abuse, she could tell I was very disconnected from it. She said it was like I was telling her about a movie but I was not the main character.
Then God confirmed this in a dream one night. He kept repeating “look at them” and He sounded very stern. I finally looked over and saw 3 men standing with no faces. Then God said “How do you expect to heal when they don’t exist” and then I woke up balling.
I have tried to connect but just didn’t understand how to make my heart work with my mind.
Some years later I started seeing another biblical counselor and she would do things that I thought were odd. But now I see that she was actually trying to help me connect to my little girl inside. I had to become like a child again, fully trusting God to take my hand and walk me through the darkness. I was hindering little Tabitha, from going to Him.