Hebrews 10:36 Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that he has promised.
I tend to disappear when my life gets tough. This became clear to me tonight when a FB friend decided to disappear from FB because he is going through a rough time. It may be to fast, but for me it meant how I stop blogging through the rough seasons. If you see the time between when I post and don’t post, you will see that it seems I have mostly bad days. Thing is I have good and bad but don’t blog unless it’s a good season.
Well, it’s been a a rough two months. Money is REALLY tight, I am struggling with believing in myself and my ability, the way it is right now I won’t have presents under the tree for my daughter and might not even be able to pay my bills for the middle of December.
Yet, there is this peace and hope within me. I can still look at what I have and appreciate it. I can look at the nature outside and see it’s beauty. I have hope that God will come through like he has already this past few months.
That’s the thing about God and knowing Him, He always comes through and life is so much more amazing with Him than without Him.
I sit here worrying at times about a job yet I am looking up prices on condos and what it takes to get a mortgage. I am still dreaming even though I am in no position to dream right now. In my past I survived, dream wasn’t even in my vocabulary. So God has made my life worthwhile even though I struggle I thank Him for the peace and life I have in Him.